Getting close

I heard from my publisher that he has a copy of my book. I will see it tomorrow. I'm excited … and scared. I don't know quite what I'm scared for or of, but I'm scared.

But you know, I want to be done with this. After I get back from Paris, I'm going to start re-working Book Next. I don't have to call it Book Next, because I have a title: Hue and Cry.

Rilke pep talk

Will get around (soon) to posting about my trip to LA and any news about upcoming readings. But in the meantime … the following advice from Rilke was posted on Facebook by the awesome Cheryl Strayed. I think I needed to read this right now. And maybe often.



Your work needs to be independent of others' work.
You must not compare yourself to others.
No one can help you. You have to help yourself.
Criticism leads to misunderstandings and defeatism.
Work from necessity and your compulsion to do it.
Work on what you know and what you are sure you love.
Don't observe yourself too closely, just let it happen.
Don't let yourself be controlled by too much irony.
Live in and love the activity of your work.
Be free of thoughts of sin, guilt and misgiving.
Be touched by the beautiful anxiety of life.
Be patient with the unresolved in your heart.
Try to be in love with the questions themselves.
Love your solitude and try to sing with its pain.
Be gentle to all of those who stay behind.
Your inner self is worth your entire concentration.
Allow your art to make extraordinary demands on you.
Bear your sadness with greater trust than your joy.
Do not persecute yourself with how things are going.
It's good to be solitary, because solitude is difficult.
It's good to love, because love is difficult.
You are not a prisoner of anything or anyone.

—Rilke